Tonight, I found myself more.
Tonight I’ve found myself,
Mourning all the nights that I’ve lost.
Mourning this whole life,
Spent staring at the clock.
After all I’d built,
Had come to a halt.
Cause through another unforgiving winter
I slipped myself into a rhythm
Finally in a place
That felt right.
Cause all that I had ever wanted
Unfolded out of this sea of longing
And I found myself on a stage
Looking for you.
Cause I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Yeah I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Cause I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Yeah I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
So this just feels
Like more wasted days,
Of my youth,
and all that I had made.
But it’s my fault
That it feels this way.
Cause I wanted you.
But I just didn’t know what to say.
But that’s a lie and we all know it,
I had so many chances to compose it.
Now it’s wasted youth, wasted time,
Oh its wasted youth on fears and lies.
And while I always say I regret nothing
At the end of the day, I have nothing.
Now I’m here, and I’ll admit,
It’s not alright, no it’s not alright.
Cause I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Yeah I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Cause I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
Yeah I was starting to give,
Starting to give a shit.
But I’ll never forget this place.
But I’ll never forget this place.
But I’ll never forget this place.
And all it’s done for me
But now I think I’m finally where I’m supposed to be
And if you wanna leave the party, babe,
I’ll be alright, oh I’ll be alright, oh
And I’ll write more stories about the way
That you made me feel on the coldest days.
But now I think I’m finally good on my own,
And I’ll be alright, oh, I’ll feel alright.
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