(This isn't for me, this isn't for you, this is a Portrait of)
You told me that it was a broken home.
You said that it meant everything to you.
Then you died at thanksgiving.
But you justified my living.
She walked into the backyard in the middle of the night,
But she forgot to lock the car door, so I snuck into the back seat. The next day she drove to school.
I walked behind her, then I ran home.
Is it bigger in the nighttime?
Or does it even exist at all?
I’ve peeled the wood from houses
that build our wall.
Is it bigger in the nighttime?
Or does it even exist at all?
I’ve peeled the wood from houses
that build our wall.
I don’t exist.
I’m made of liquid.
I’ll flood your room,
And I’ll tear your insides out.
Please don’t resist
Are you afraid or just
Exhaling love from your mouth.
I don’t exist.
I’m made of liquid.
I’ll flood your room,
And I’ll tear your insides out.
I’ll paint your neck
With Flying Colors
And you’ll fall into my mouth.
I don’t exist.
I’m made of liquid.
I’ll flood your room,
And I’ll fuck your insides out.
And from the backseat of your car
I watch your eyes move to that star
A Star that’s only in our dreams
A star that’s only as it seems.
Is it bigger in the nighttime?
Or does it even exist at all?
I’ve peeled the wood from houses
That built our wall
Is there anybody out there
Who could possibly break my fall?
I’m just at odds with the world, not in love with a girl.
I’m sick and enthralled.
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